No. No. He can't. He finds his chest tight, his throat painful. He breaks off the kiss almost at once, dropping his head. He knew as soon as her lips touched his. He knew that there's no way.
"Sonia," he says, his voice a little strained, "I - cannot." A hesitation, and then - "I'm - sorry." You stupid piece of shit, you stupid piece of shit...
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"Sonia," he says, his voice a little strained, "I - cannot." A hesitation, and then - "I'm - sorry." You stupid piece of shit, you stupid piece of shit...