Wash is entirely aware that one person wouldn't have changed the tide, neither he nor Duv would've made a single damn difference. But god, he's lost too many people, and Sonia . . . He just wanted to be there, at least. He could've done something. Could have done anything.

"Maybe not the tide, but the right person in the right place might've saved Sonia." Gotten her to safety. Hidden her in the fight. He doesn't know.