[ Sonia isn't lost, no, but that makes it even closer to home in a strange way. He's never quite lost his sisters either, after all, did he, he just. There's guilt, aching and real, in every syllable out of Wash's mouth. ]

Her life's in no immediate danger, but she isn't walking out of there unscathed. [ And what he's talking about has less to do with whatever the Cetagandans might do to her, and more just worry about her, her mental state, about what it does to a person to be in the middle of that kind of a battle, to be captured. ] I was never there for any of them. I should have been.