Not... the way I have seen others have them or talk of them. I have taken lovers at times but, never for very long, and very intermittently.

[ Held at an arm's length, knowing half truths and sometimes for a night and no more. She cannot let people in, for as many reasons that are selfish as they are selfless. Hard to, when she knows she is just going to watch them die at best, or they could compromise her at worst. ]

I have been running from country to country for some forty years, it is not particularly conducive to relationships of any kind.