"It's happened once before... but then I was surrounded by people I could trust, people who knew me..." And what had she done? She lost her temper with them, yelled at them and here, she dare not let it show how much it scares her. "Captain, I'm terrified and I have no idea what to do and... I'm so tired."

She lets out a long breath. There's some relief in saying it out loud at least.